fucking day..

wad a fucking birthday i have...feel like dying..i just dunoe how to tok to kevin noe...y his mother wanna tell me the day b4 my birthday...i dunoe how to tok to kevin..start from where????wad should i do????andrew keep asking me to tok to him about me n kevin problem..but i just dunoe to start e topic..just now kevin called me,suddenly i got nothing to tok to him..other day when he call me i will have alot of thing wanna tell him..but y today suddenly i just dun feel like toking to him...feel like im doing sumthing wrong behind him...but no one in e wrong but i just dunoe,just dun feel like picking up his call anymore or see him...from e day i was born till now jiu dun have ,every year de birthday will just like my bad day..sure got thing happen on this day...maybe i should not come to this world or should not born on this day..i so wish tt i can just disappear on this world..