im so stress....

i don't know i should happy or sad now...paul give me this ring...wad am i going to answer him????i dun wanna get marry now or jie gai ta leh....now im studying 4 me O level to poly lo....how can i get marrie now....my exam is coming...i dun wanna say no to hurt him...but.....i think i have to....-_-

i really really hate myself now....